MY FIRST ENTRY....

THIS BLOG WAS GOING TO BE SOMETHING THAT I COULDNT GET TOGETHER. MY BESTEST FRIEND PUT THAT TOGETHER AND I THOUGHT, WELL LETS SEE WHAT HAPPENS IF I JUST TYPE AT THIS ONE.

RIGHT NOW I AM AT A STAND STILL...IF THATS POSSIBLE. I BELIEVE THAT WE CANT BE THAT STILL... THE WORLD IS STILL TURNING, PEOPLE ARE STILL TALKING, I AM STILL RESPONDING, AND THAT IS WHERE I SEEM SO FRUSTRATED AT MYSELF. I KNOW WHAT I SHOULD SAY TO BE UPLIFTING AND LOVING AND KIND AND I DONT!

WE HAVE BEEN HAVING A 6 WEEK BIBLE STUDY AT OUR HOUSE FOR 2 OF THOSE 6. WE ARE READING PHILIPIANS. WE ARE IN AWE AT PAULS ABILITY TO REJOICE IN THE CIRCUMSTANCE OF JAIL AND FUTURE OF DEATH. WE TALK ABOUT HIS EXAMPLE OF UNSELFISHNESS AND LOVE TO OTHERS. SOMEONE STATED HOW PAUL MUST HAVE THE BITTER REMORSE THAT HE MURDERED SO MANY PEOPLE BEFORE HE WAS BORN AGAIN. I REMARKED THAT IT IS LIKE THE LADY AT JESUS FEET, WEEPING, AND KISSING HIM. THE SURROUNDING ARE DISCUSTED WITH HER PUBLIC DISPLAY. JESUS SAYS BECAUSE SHE IS FORGIVEN MUCH, SHE LOVES MUCH AND I SEE THAT THERE MUST BE AN OPPOSITE THAT OTHERS DONT LOVE MUCH; THAT THERE ARE DIFFERENT ABILITIES TO LOVE. THE RESPONSE BY ALL WAS THAT WE ARE ALL SINNERS AND CHRIST HAD TO DIE THE SAME DEATH FOR EVERY ONE OF US NO MATTER THE SIZE OF SIN. CONCLUDING THAT WE ARE ALL THE LADY AT JESUS FEET. THEN, WHO ARE THE ONES HES TALKING TO? WHAT DO YOU THINK?